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[19 Aug 2004|03:41pm] |
I'm in a totally horrible position. My ex-fiance is trying to get me back in his life. I don't want to just be like, "look! It's over and I don't love you!" and I don't know how to make him understand that I've moved on, and I have plans to marry the man I'm with....
*sigh*
I wish I knew what to say that would make him understand while not being mean... He's a great guy. I don't want to hurt him.
I feel like crying.
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[19 Aug 2004|08:45am] |
Well, I have interesting news...
first of all, I'm back to here. long/short story, but i don't feel like explaining.
I am now officially a college student! hooray! everyone clap.... NOW!
Anyway, ummm.. that's all I really wanted to say. I'm going to school, and I quit smoking pot. So did Broy. What a sad ordeal.
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[24 Jun 2004|07:59pm] |
okay.. i'm really not writting a whole lot in this journal.. so yeah.. check me out at ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) jupiblue
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| A Gray A.M. You Will Never Get To See |
[21 Jun 2004|06:28pm] |
And when your golden curls have turned to red,
when your eyes have lost all their light find strength in my life.
Enough white to kindle a massacre of poems.
At least tremble enough that I may flame in your green array,
all these years, the battle of each grievous day.
Perhaps then those beautiful tears will overcome...
I almost wrecked this morning in about the same place my mother called me
the day she found out,
I hydroplaned going about 42 miles per hour.
I wasn't scared or anything it was very strange.
I had a moment in time and space,
all to myself to think.
To die then would mean to be with my sister, but if I had then I would have
missed out on this dream I've had for so long.
It just goes to show what a girl like Erin with an enormous heart and a
talent to make the world smile could have done if she was still alive.
It sounds strange, but Erin couldn't have lived out her dreams on Earth, so
now I must make it a point,
so now it's my job to live them out for her and let the world know what a
wonderful person it will never get to meet.
that is so beautiful... It's absolutely beautiful
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[15 Jun 2004|06:54pm] |
anyone from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) rate_the_random come over to ratetherandom You don't have to put in the app.... you'll be auto accepted and the old mods are also going to be the new ones! Please let everyone know!
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[11 Jun 2004|07:28pm] |
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it takes Broy forever to do anything. I've been waiting for him to get to my house for 2 hours... damn, boy.. My house isn't but 35 mins away... :'(
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[11 Jun 2004|07:04pm] |
you know frank the goat.. well I was mousing over him saying "baaaah baaah baaah baaah baaaah baaah" and every time he just kept kicking his leg out and movin' his mouth and it look like he was really going "baaah baah baah baah baaah baah baaah baah" it was fun... he looked something like this..
oh what fun
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[10 Jun 2004|06:51am] |
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What is your name?: Celia
How old are you?: 21
When is your Birthday?: june 1st
What is your zodiac sign?: gemini
Where were you born?: northside hospital, Atlanta, Ga
Where do you live now?: Marlow, Alabama
What color are your eyes?: hazel
What color is your hair?: blonde
How tall are you?: somewhere close to 6 ft.
How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): haven't the slightest... I'm guessing somwhere around 140?
What is your race?: COCKasian
What is your worst fear?: the dark
Do you smoke?: socially
Do you drink?: a little more than socially
Do you cuss?: si
Do you use drugs?: only pot
Have you or will you ever steal?: i have. i got arrested. i was 14
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: yes, very much so.
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: I play a little guitar, and I can play the clarinet... ;D you know you wanna be me!
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: i've got 4 tattoos, and my belly button pierced. I had my nipples pierced, but when I got arrested in Houston, I had to take them out.. It sucked... Jail was kinda like going to camp though.. hahaha.. yeah, right!
If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: Selma Hayek
Do you suffer from depression disorder?: hell no, biotch.. i think to highly of myself and others to be depressed...
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: I haven't a clue.. I guess just in my sleep
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: nah, but i ODed one time and had to go to the hospital
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: yeah, i've punched the shit outta Dylan
What subculture do you belong too?: my own
Are you evil?: yes
Do you believe that you can be possesed?: only by sprinkle ferries
Are you a paranoid?: hell no
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: not really.... jealousy is a waisted emotion
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: yes
Are you a violent person?: hell no
Do you take your anger out on other people?: not typically... unless your name is Dylan
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: no way! you put yourself in situations.. take the blame and fix it.
What is your favorite game?: pin the tail on the donkey-ass
What is your favorite movie? right now it's the new HP
Who is your favorite band?: sorry.. it's always gonna be tool, but other than that.... i've been listening to a hell of a lot of slayer, but that's cause I got the box set for my b'day
What is your favorite song?: i really don't have one
What kind of books do you read?: any kind that is interesting and keeps my attention
What is your favorite color?: blue
What is your favorite food?: either sushi, or thai
What is your favorite drink?: Killians on draft
Do you skateboard?: I used to
Do you watch wrestling?: if I'm bored
Do you study martial arts?: i wish i did
Do you own a pair of converse?: hell no
Do you own a pair of dickies?: yeah, some blue, capri-ish pants
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: no, but i think about killing people alot. It would be fun, but i could never do it... its imposible to get away with...
Are you a virgin?: no
Are you kinky?: sometimes
Do you like biting?: sometimes
Do you watch pornography?: no
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: blue
Are you hyper active person?: sometimes
Do you like to write poetry?: yes
Do you like to do your own photography?: yes
Do you like modeling and/or acting?: love acting
Do you have any self inflicted scars?: no
Are you religious?: yes
Do you stand for originality and creativity?: yeah
Do you believe in vampires?: not really
Does pain turn you on?: maybe a little sometimes
Do you believe in witchcraft?: yeah, i guess so
Have you ever played a oiuja board or used tarrot cards?: yes
Do you like to rave or go to clubs often?: fuck no!
Do you go to many concerts?: i wish i went to more
Do you like meeting new people and hanging out?: no, i hate people
What do you like most about life?: my boyfriend, Broy
What do you dislike most about life?: fuck faced people
Do you believe in love at first fright?: if that's meant to be sight, yes
Do you think these questions are stupid?: some of them are
Do you think this quiz sucks?: no, it's alright
How would you compare my quiz to others?: this is the first one I've done...
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[09 Jun 2004|09:35am] |
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[09 Jun 2004|09:21am] |
 I am The Sun
In the tarot the Sun symbolizes vitality and splendor. The Sun is definitely not a meek and retiring card. You have total confidence in yourself. You are not cocky, but profoundly sure of your power. You have unlimited energy and glow with health. You have a greatness about you and stand out brilliantly. Finally, you see and understand all that is happening within your sphere. When you see this card, know that you will be successful at all you undertake. Now is the time to let your light shine. For a full description of your card and other goodies, please visit LearnTarot.com
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if you become too high profile.
What threat to the Bush administration are you?
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[09 Jun 2004|01:20am] |
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I passed this man when I was on my way home tonight. I couldn't help but start to wonder... "I wonder if he's looking for someone to kill...... Oh no! What if he comes down to my house and kills me....... Wait! He couldn't make it down my driveway to my house before I could.....BUT WHAT IF HE'S GOT SOME SPECIAL TELEPORTATION DEVICE?!..... Oh, but he still might not want to fuck with me..... UNLESS! He has also got some psychic powers and knows that I'M SCARED he's gonna fuck with me, so he DECIDES to fuck with me just because I don't want him to...."
Man, my mind does some weird shit....
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| Wow.. I decided to download a client |
[08 Jun 2004|08:22am] |
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So yeah, I downloaded a client... I agree this is much more fun... I still can't do the strike through.. :'(
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[07 Jun 2004|11:28am] |
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I think I'm sick. I'm excited though, because I'm going to leave for City Stages in a little while. June 17th is when I'll leave. I'll be back on the 20th really really late at night, or the 21st early in the morning. Yep... Okay.. I guess that's all I wanted to say. My parents are painting their room and I need to make some fliers for work.. Bye
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